Saturday, July 16, 2005

Guilt goes far?

Some of you are aware that my daughters father has been down the last week to visit Molly. This went over real big. They interacted very well together. I interacted very well with xanax to still my nerves for being around him for so long. All is well.

See the pic's of the 2003 Jeep Liberty below? He decided that Molly and I need a reliable vehicle to run around in and bought it. Ok, he put 1,000 down and took the note out in his name, and I will have to make the payments... But the principle is HE did something for us. The shock alone of that cost me two xanax within 4 hrs. LOL.

Was he feeling guilt or being nice?

Oh and I got a job. (SHOCKED SILENCE). Not a great job but a start back. This is waitressing. NYPINTA I can hear you laughing. The rest of you, I am the least likely to be a people person. I mean it. But I have applied online to the dept of corrections for a CO job and to Home Depot. Corrections officer- I've got training for that (but never went into the field due to the pure damn violence of it). Home Depot - right up my alley, I love to design. So hopefully one of them will pan out!

Thats it for today. I need to do my makeup.

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Wednesday, July 06, 2005

help help i cant see

sorry for my absence lately. I've been in the pool 3-4 times a day with my daughter. Today it has gone to my head. my eyes are burning. every muscle in my body aches and despite the fact i've cleaned my ears every time I've got out of the pool I feel like there is water running down my right ear. SIGH.

But the good news, I've lost a pant size. LOL. trying to keep up with a six year old in the pool.

Oh and the bad news, B is comming down on friday to visit molly for a week. I am so unamused by this.

and anyway there is an update, though small and minute. lol. I'm off for a nap. woohoo!

Monday, July 04, 2005


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Saturday, July 02, 2005

My psycotic ass family

Yep. I am no longer in denial about this. My family is nutz. Nuts on a large scale. Nutz now on the crazy house scale. Oh, and of all people, one of the most sane person in the family. Go figure the logic of that one. Did she want to fit in with the rest of us?

Ok, its ging. Here is the run down I am getting and please note, I've not spoken to her so this is all hearsay. I'll add my two bits after the hearsay bit. Ging is going thru a divorce after being married for 25 years. (fact.) She has been economically suppressed for said years (fact). Apparantly when Ging found out from her lawyer that her soon to be ex is worth 800,000 dollars (usd) and that she is entitled to half plus spouse support and child support, well... ging went on a spending spreee. She is accused of spending 120,000 of the small fortune (part of which was one of the girls college tution ... meaning she mailed the college 20K ) and Her soon to be ex... had a fit that she was spending HIS money and had her locked up in the local psych ward. After the insurance refused to pay for it, he then had her submitted to SunnyView in Saratoga.

my two bits... SELFISH BASTARD. more later, but know this, my mom is in on it. so it is not going to be good.

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